I am both multidisciplinary artist and designer, having altered my practice due to post traumatic stress disorder caused by a crime. I am constantly adapting to ever changing identities. I started to write memoir to record hidden hurt and my heaviest emotions. Childhood incident was dug up like a fossil during counselling, which was starting point in my artist’s journey. I use memories, self-portraiture, autobiographical story telling: these multidisciplinary techniques transform pain into beauty, regrowth, constant purification’s, return of faith, understanding and solidarity with whoever has been hurt.